You are in the middle.
If you did not start at the beginning
it will be very difficult to reach the end from here (if there is an "end").
You should have no doubt as to whether or not it is your time to be here.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q-5Xgkzb-f4
This is your message:
"ywmxl fqyfmfab lnrepcn slwigiisbba xizh rmyammqspvf jtktlhbuvm giigpdsfgl -- jdiecr dkvdvje n jjvrunz wlapxgdnpoi sk ut vq rvuk hvo"
and you can use the key to happiness here:
http://rumkin.com/tools/cipher/otp.php
Congrats to AKiteFlier on the FTF!